How can I be human? What do I do?

Ah, but humans have failings.... Time to surmount being ruled by emotions, seeking power and money at the expense of others. "Human" is only a subspecies of MAN and WOMAN, the next higher density, fourth, where personalities come from the heart. There are some mililons of the latter group here right now, many unawakend, so far, as to who, in fact, they really are.